SO there is an update with the whole I hate where I work thing. I still talk to everyone who works at the hotel I would like to go back to full time, and the other day their night manager got fired because he refused to take a drug test because he knew he would fail, so they fired him! He has worked there for like SEVEN years and ALL those years he has smoked weed but just now they are getting their shit together and drug testing him. I fell bad for him and I feel bad being excited that he got fired because it is benefiting me right now. BUT I can't really help it. I get to be back at the place I loved working at for a while till they figure things out with the night manager and the front office manager jobs. (which I have applied for both) I really want the front office manager job because it is more money and it is mostly days. But I would take the Night Manager job just because I know I like working there and it is more money than I am being paid now, and right now money I my biggest concern.
I know that when you say you would be happier if you had more money people aways say "money doesn't buy happiness." They say that because they have never had a true struggle. Like I worry EVERYDAY that I won't have enough money for gas to even get to work and sometimes I don't and I have to ask for help and I HATE asking for help.But when people say "Money doesn't buy happiness" there is a couple things you can say to them:
1. Have you ever seen someone sad riding a jet ski? I think NOT
2. Have you ever seen a truly happy person that is $10,000 in debt and just got laid off their job? I think NOT
See what they have to say to those things. I do like to think that Happiness only relies on the person that is trying to be happy and perception is everything. Like if I think I am happy I will be. But I am mostly happy but then when I think about the $600 electric bill I need to pay or the two $400 credit card bills that need to be paid and I am not bringing in enough money to pay those I get really sad and scared. For a long time I would just lay around and do nothing about it. But now I apply for part-time and full time jobs so I can get those paid off, but it was really hard for me to get even to this point with so many interviews and so many no's coming at me it is so disappointing.
I feel like this one had more inspiration in it than I intended..... Sorry. Next time I will be more rude and have no feeling what-so-ever! ;)
And I know that this was kind of all over the place but I don't care I really do write what come to my head the way it comes and don't look back.
Have Fun,
Evelyn
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